FREDRIK SCHEIKE

"Think hard, you are lying here in a hospital bed Disregard the emotions inside your head Concentrate on the real world beyond your mind It's not to late to leave your burdens behind" That's probably the song I would have listened to right now if my iPod would care to work. Yup, it worked perfectly for about a week, I listened to random songs, managed to charge it and all, but finally, Saturday evening it had had enough it seemed. Right now, I can't reboot it, I can't charge it, I can't do anything with it - so I'm waiting for the clocks to turn so that I can get the guarantee to fix this bloody mess - either here or home. Ah well, what can I say? Quite a calm weekend with much still waiting to be done, I managed my economy and sorted out important papers after all. But schoolwork may rest. Even today.. Why? 'Cause I woke up with a swollen throat and a head that felt like it split. So I called in sick today, tossed in the towel. So what has happene...

OOoh, isn't there a film named 28 days too? I'l say BITE ME to the next person who battles my grades 'cause I FRIGGING MANAGED 15 IN PHILOSOPHY!!!! "You're not noted since you haven't completed your essay, but theoretically, if I should give you a mark, I'd give you a good 15." Ah yeah, ah yeah - who'da MAN?! Also finally refilled my mobile today, I for the first time experienced how low can be without cash to speak with. Jeanna: Tack sâ mycket! Jag har sparat nâgra.. ehrm.. lite mindre vackra och smickrande bilder för mig själv dock! Tjoffex: HAHAHA! Mattias M! Hela dagen! Tack för uppmärksamheten!

Böcker hittills lästa: Franska: Battle Royale 1 - Koshun Takami Franska: Battle Royale 2 - Koshun Takami Franska: Battle Royale 3 - Koshun Takami Franska: Battle Royale 4 - Koshun Takami Engelska: A Game of Thrones - George RR. Martin Svenska: Tärningsspelaren - Luke Rhinehart Svenska: Jag skulle vilja att nâgon väntade pâ mig nâgonstans - Anna Gavalda In progress: Franska: Les Contes - Charles Perrault Franska: Battle Royale 5 - Koshun Takami Engelska: The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown Engelska: The Caves of Périgord - Martin Walker It's disgusting! How come I like books so much? Ah well, I guess I inherited that from my mother! One can inherit things far worse, so what good does it do complaining about a gateway out of reality, really? Photo- explanation -time! During the holidays of Tous-saints (Alla helgona) I spent most of my time in bed since I was really sick. But there were always guests in the house. We had Raphaël ( photo ) - a cousin, his sister (name?), Quentins uncle ...

Finally! This time comes a long photoblog! The family-computer broke down three weeks ago so I haven't had the chance. Förklaringar kommer senare! Explanations another time!

I want to leave a blank page for everything that I would like to say, but can't. I want to leave a blank page for every feeling that I would like to express, but won't. I want to leave a blank page for each moment we've shared, that are now only memories. This is me being in the most honest silence. Fuck it.. There is no justice in the way cruel men decide upon our fate. I want to let you know that we will keep in contact. I won't let you slip away. My thoughts go to you, your Father and your Brother. A letter will come passing by, sooner rather than later. I'm always here.

Why can't my iPod just work? Why can't it even be charged? Marion tried to fix it yesterday and it WORKED, for about 5 minutes, afterwards when I had returned to the Internat it didn't work at all. It made "funny" noises, couldn't find any music, couldn't move, couldn't be turned off and it couldn't be charged. So right now, it's totally dead, and so is my universe away from home aswell. How can I know listen to "Day Five: Voices", "Day Three: Pain", "Louden", "See You Soon" and "Sunspirit (Ivan Gouche & Luke Chable Remix)"? How can I know dream away to Elithoras thundering techno-set from Linköping? MERDE is about the only word that comes to mind.. I can only hope the insurance covers this mess, well I know the guarantee does, but hey, anyway.. The song, yeah, I promised you all a song, so here it is. ©Fredrik Scheike, 2006. Vers 1: Now you never wanted to listen so I'll tell you wha...

Gawsh frigging thousands thundering cows I'm pissed.. This country has had the best of me.. First of all, I don't know who, what, when or even why, but the first thing that broke was of course my big headphones.. Broke after the premiere month, thank you very much. Then I told the guys at the Internat to be CAREFUL with my other pair of small in-ear headphones, but of course they broke after someone started swinging them and banging them in to walls.. THEN, TODAY of all days, my iPod decides to break down! What the FµçK have I done wrong? Well, I've finished my song, had a lot of spare rage today.. It'll be up later. And right now, I'm a friend with special Privilieges, thanks Ethel. Du är allt för söt!

Nâgra samlade One-liner tankar hittills i frankrike: " How do I know I'm turning french? I'm searching for Nutella in the morning.. " " If it's bad, it's Swedish, but hey, if it SMELLS it's French..! " I övrigt har jag glömt rätt mycket av mina och andra one-liners.. Ganska sâ blandade känslor idag, âker snart till Paris (2 DAGAR!!) vilket känns rätt chill, önskar att jag redan vore där dock. För visst är min familj snälla - verkligen, men dom är lite trâkiga. Bah, inget gott som inte för nâtt gott med sig och vice versa. 2 böcker hittills lästa. "Tärningsspelaren." Luke Rhinehart "Game of Thrones" George RR. Martin Fler lär det bli!