FREDRIK SCHEIKE

Wow, can't believe it. I seriously can't! Who'd have thought it? Who'd have thought that after a mere 3 days I'm already beginning to long elsewhere? I don't really know what's wrong either, I'm just showing up here where all these memories start rushing back and forth through my mind. Why I left, who I were, who I've become and how little everything's actually changed.. I mean, hey, I didn't actually expect something drastical like someone moving Domus or something, but come on, 2 new roundabouts - is that it? I mean what the FUCK..?! Is it too much to ask for - a little change..? I can't even feel that you people have changed though it's probably so. Gawsh, I miss my friends in France, I really do, but right now I don't think that going back would actually help anything - anything but confusion maybe. Some of you are so valuable while some of you just fucking exists. I can't imagine me saying this but it's true. And is ...

It's all hipocrisy, it's all lies. It's all a bloody show for better or worse. Is it time to let go? @adrien: Merci merci merci pour samedi soir, c'était GE-NI-ALE carrément.. Je me suis rendu compte que cette petite compteur me fait chier aussi.. Putain, je regrette d'être moitié/moitié mais c'est bien comme ça que je suis.. Et, ben, déclare ta flamme - tout de suite(; T'as reçu les photos d'ailleurs? @aron: yeah, sâ gâr det när man är international player. (= So two days left and I'm both excited and bouncy, crying like a baby and soggingly longing for my two lives to unite instead of going apart. I love you all, I love you all so bloody much it hurts me. No matter nationality, no matter origin. I love you - you and you and you too! I'm looking at all photos and it's been a long year after all - filled with joy, regret, troubles, friendship and love. It's hard letting go - but it's time..! Or is it? NO! This is NO...

So why doesn't it feel awesome to be Fredrik? You've got wonderful friends in more than two countries, a loving family, a nice girl to talk to when you're down, a job, good grades and everything in shape. I just feel so torn. Torn and caught in between everything. In the middle of a fucking who-knows-what. I guess that's it. I don't want to go home - at the same time I do - more than anything in the world..! I'm going to miss everything at both ends, and this whole thing's turned badly infected. (Thanks to Dixie Chicks - Not Ready to Make Nice : Forgive sounds good/forgive I'm not sure I could. They say, time heals everything/but I'm still waiting. I'm through with doubt/there's nothing left for me to figure out. I've paid a price/and I'll keep paying. I'm not ready to make nice. I'm not ready to back down I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round n round n round. It's too late to make it righ...

@deg: Självklart! Fast nu lär nog balbilderna på er båda bli svåra att slå! Jag menar titta bara på hur vackra ni är!! @delphine: Je dis strictement que je suis malcompris d'elle hein.. Elle VEUT pas du tout comprendre - donc - elle me fait trop ch.. Mais c'est vraiment naze quoi, surtout elle qui n'est point faite pour être au pouvoir! @karin: Inte sant..? Dom är galna - dom är dumma i huvudet (okej okej, inte alla as usual) dom är fransmän! Ledsen att jag inte svarade pâ ditt SMS - har INGA pengar alls då jag ringde slut på allt till Oskar :) It's time to open up the old treasure cave of poems written in France.. English: your passionate hands under my skin reaching deeeper than before under my skin touching teeth to feet, hair to heart torso to skin Swedish: ännu en meningslös sång en hymn & ballad till livets gång till kärleken och livet till t...

@aron: Yeah.. Men han kan posen fortfarande - det är det som är skrämmande haha! @karin: Âh, ja, just det gjorde vi ju.. Haha! @Ruub: Det gäller att veta vart man ska leta! Har du andra schoona bilder tar jag gärna dom ocksâ ;) Alright. That's it . I've had it this time. It's time to put the foot down. BOOYAH! Entering the Lycée today - the principal overheard me in a conversation so she actually took hold of my arm and said with a beaming smile. 'Fredrik! I would love to talk to you - right now.' Going over the conversation I just had in my mind I couldn't find anything that she possibly could reproach me for. Oh no, oh no, it's all that jazz again.. "I think it's regrettable, really really regrettable that you're leaving France so soon, without passing the exams - or anything. I've just talked to the vice principal and we both agreed that we could find you another place to stay so that you can pass the exams you're here for ." B...

RUUB, the Only one! Cider, an awful haircut and those everpresent fingers! Paris oh 7 baby - we're gonna have a goood time! @Karin: Haha ja sjukt läskigt var det att knyta ihop banden sâdär... Men varför skulle jag blâsa dig..? Sâ farlig är jag väl inte? ;) @Prysse: Njaa, kan du tänka dig F.R. glida in pâ dansgolvet pâ Seven till senaste Timbaland..? Hmm... Jo du! :D Det stämmer! Nu är det bara 19 kvar! Jag kommer hem 1:a Juni klockan 19:50 - mycket tidigare än vad som det var tänkt först det är därför som det ser ut som det gör nu! IIIIP! Snart fâr jag peta och krama pâ dig igen! Mys! I can't escape it.. This mixset is def. one of the best I've ever heard...! NP: Way Out West live @ BBC Radio 1 It's SO sick! It's SO great! Groovy baby, groovy! Arvid, who can beat this goodlooking fella'? || DEG! My favorite-dough! My little dreamer :) See you soon darling! Tina, Robert, Jonna - Oh so beautiful you all are! :) || Högen Persson! In his hiiigh time baby! Anton! Ha...

I just wanted to show my respects to all you concerned of the terrible accident who struck Östersund Saturday-evening. Love, respect and support. My thoughts go to all of you who were close. tied tight bound in held right we'd win.

@Ruub: Fucking fantabulous! Paris oh 7 baby, vi kommer att knäcka! BeastieBoys! @Delphine: Ne te stresses pas! Ce n'est point grave, tu auras ton bac de toute façon..! Le truc pour compter je trouvais ça rigolot c'est tout.(= Right-o ladies and gentlemen! I've just been surfing around all your blogs and secret diaries and all that jazz just to come to the conclusion that you are pretty much all alright. I can say I frigging envy you guys being off to cally and all! I hope you've had the time of your lives over there! If the next lineup for Coachella turns interesting - I'm sure I want to get there too..! And Âsa darling, Fredrik Reinfeldt isn't one eeny-teeny-weeny bit of party whatever Google wants you to believe. Otherwise, I'm feeling good. A part from Sarko being elected yesterday and all this weekend has still offered some good times. I've spent most of it 'locked up' in my room listening to some good-ass music, writing letters and reading b...

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ZZ Top.. Destroy! Van Halen.. Destroy! Pink Floyd.. Destroy! Tina Turner.. Destroy! The Pretenders.. Destroy! Haha! Tom Neville's remix kicks the shit in to this original dancefloor banger! Thank you Mylo! Phew - some few huge rocks just lifted of my chest right about now, I started my long bloody discussion which probably will cut some scars - but hey, at least now I've learnt something invaluable! Go public schools yay! Damn - didn't realize how little time I had left, and I was going to write so much! Well well, I'll get back to y'all later! Love! Fredrik Played: Mylo - Destroy Rock & Roll (Tom Neville Remix) Goldfrapp - Human Twisted Sister Tribute - We're Not Gonna Take It

Yeaah! Suddenly everything's "en route"..! I can't imagine I'm soon leaving, I mean come on? 10 Months, how could they've flown by so fast? Tickets are bought - in all directions and I'm going frigging home!! WAAAH! First though, one more month of school, one weekend in Paris, one day in Palavas, preferably a tan and tons of fun. It's aaaall going down! So how did the elections go..? Let me tell you - it was bloody terrifying. More than 30% of the votes went to Sarkozy while Royale only managed 24-25%.. After watching their speaches though - I realized why almost a third of the french voted for Sarkozy whereas a fourth voted for Royale. He speaks extremely well while she speaks like a bloated toad high on whatnot! 3 minutes of enflaming, inspiring speach vs 15 minutes of complete shite.. How the ... did she think things through? It was a horror and a disaster but at least she made it to the second round.. Tonight, well at 13:00 I'm going away too! ...

But it's all sunshine here! Just some ordinary photos from my everyday life! Me and Marion taking the bus. {} The guys were doing... something.. Apparantely it was another day TOO hot for tees. In order to stop A.I.D.S. and H.I.V. amongst drugaddicts - they can now change their syringes at these type of boxes..! Isn't it a stroke of genious? {} Yah - I've bought myself a new pair of glasses, my old one's went Kaputt as we say in Sweden. Rugby photos!: by ~ Scheikz on deviant ART Newport - Judge - ASM The game finished 46-29 to ASM who did a great match. "Newportians" doing some training. {} ASM supporters wave their flags as the ASM scores again.

@Ruub: Sâ sant - man fâr passa pâ och ta tillfället i akt nu när jag befinner mig i vinernas land - fast vinfylla är ingen höjdare, man blir bara filosofisk och djupsinnig haha! Men sant är det att vint är fint!(= NU ÄR DET INTE LÄNGE KVAR din lilla sumprunkare! Det kommer bli äckligt och helt sjukt galet äg..! Men hur gâr det med planeringen..? Hänger Robert med? Hur bergsäker är Oskar och alltihopa..? Beastie Boys fo' life beaatch! @Alda: Hey you! Aah cool! Yeah the Saturday in Lyon we spent together the four of us rocked! Such a shame though that there weren't more of us. But I can't complain anyway! Haha that's frigging evil of them! They didn't want to be social or what was their problem? Hihi - yeah, I imagined that your little escapade of going somewhere, somehow with something wouldn't work out perfectly well - but hey - you got away from Lyon right? Haha thanks :) The last two one's were just some ugly photos we decided to take before leaving. Boys ...

Sounds nice right..? ;-) I've just been through a WICKED weekend - well in fact, the entire holidays were quite wicked! 10 days with my mother - where I started "sick" and actually got sick so I had to go to a doctor.. Did anyone believe me? Of course not! Haha! That's life.. Went to the mediterranean with the family - visited both family and friends and we went of course to the Haribo candy museum in Uzès! Perfect - now I got candy 'till I die - if it doesn't eat me first.. I then spent one WICKED holiday "here"! Satturday I got up around 06:30 to be able to take the bus which left at 07:42 from here. As a matter of fact - I got up around 07:00 and took the bus at 08:16 I was just too lazy! Didn't matter much though since the train for Lyon was going at 09:00. In Lyon I'd decided to meet with my man from L'Anneny(? Spelling ?) Viktor the Swede! He met me at the trainstation at 11:30. I can't BELIEVE the detour the train does! It...

Yeah! I've just sat through 70 minutes of pumping House and Techno thanks to DJ Laszlo's April Promo - it's funky ladies and gentlemen! I just wanted to take the opportunity and promote these tests for all my musical friends out there! It's hard! I'll tell you that, so don't be too ashamed if your scores are low..! Take the tests here! Otherwise I just realized one thing - I'm going to 'quit drinking' - I mean - I don't want any liverproblems or shit like that later and what good does it serve to fuck up your head once in a while - I can have so much fun without booze anyway! Don't get me wrong here, I'm neither addicted nor a constant drinker - and I love the tastes of wines, beers and ciders, but I don't feel the need to get myself drunk. End of discussion. With only two months left to the exams in France and in Sweden I wish everyone on both sides good luck - I'm too lazy to even try it this year I'll have it coming for me...

Just look at the guys! I don't know what it makes you think about, but I'm getting some serious vibes of a certain someone - haha!

@Anonymous/Delphine: Haha it's irony! It was almost perfect - and yeah, I cut myself much more than you managed to cut me! No worries! @Marion: Je vais me rappeller de ça! :) A ce soir! Fredrik's going Happy! Mother's coming in! // Mother eating a yoghurt with her glasses! Mother walking around! // This museum is.... interesting... Rolling trashcans - FOR THE WIN! We went on an animated tour of the Chateâu de Je-ne-sais-plus-quoi with my hostparents. We were guided around by the quartermaster of the Castle and met up with different characters throughout the tour! It was actually not at all just for children! I liked it alot, so did mother, and it reminded me loads of my work the past summers at Jamtli. They showed how to fight in tournaments, use typical arms and how to fire a catapult. The "medieval" sire who controlled this little piece of castle! Beautiful surrounding nature and a well organized garden. This was the real bridge we had to cross...

Vârtecken! / Signs of spring / Signes de printemps "You need a bit of Sweden..?" | Colourtime! Mickaël decided to help me - reluctantly! How will it turn out...? | I'm not sick in the shower - it's the colour going away Before | After [Due to the lighting you can't see much difference but trust me - it's there..] So right now I've heard people saying: "You're not SWEDISH anymore!" "I thought you were goodlooking before.." "Take that away, you're buttugly" "It's a change anyway." "The more I look at you, the more it seems okay.." "That looks good on you..!" "Now you've got the sunglasses, the haircolour - all you need is the fake-tan to be french!" Loads of love from the 'mansion'! Bisous Fredrik